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Dear Aurora,
I've just read your sauna stories. They are really funny and I couldn't avoid laughing. I enjoyed reading about your adventures with naughty creatures. But I'm sure you've had a wonderful
childhood even with all those monsters around you. Thanks for making me laugh.
See you soon, Astrid
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Oh, I'm REALLY so happy if they made you laugh! Thank you so much for reading those!
Yea, well I think my childhood was okay... I've been quite happy, I just hope my later life would be as good as that...
But I'm still kind of searching my way to hapiness, but you know, it all depends on me!
Btw are you from the town or from the country?
I don't know about Germany, but in Finland we've quite big pressures about how "good are you in living".
Like your worth depends on have you achieved certain things like, have you been in the highest schools, have you got good grades, family, a big house and good career until some certain age.
Luckily the intelligence still means something too.
The most stupid thing is that often 15 to 50 years old, if you don't like to drink yourself to the most worst condition or don't drink at all, anyone'll very rarely ask you to any party, because they say you're "boring"
But anyways, it's really hard to find your own way, when everyone's pushing you all the time to excel yourself starting from parents to the employees etc. and at the same time you want to satisfy the expectations and still you don't want to be just like the others and then there's all the pressure in how you look etc...
and the worst is the media, it's so hard to find out what's true and what isn't, they're so good to fool you or make you understand the thing in a wrong way.
But I think these are quite common problems nowadays when the competition is so hard between everybody.
This isn't the easiest time to anybody, I mean, from my friends, one has an anorexia and she just came from hospital and another one just went there because of bulimia, friend's friend made a suicide, two of my friends told me they've been thinking to do it and many are cutting themselves, and a few have been drinking from seens 11 years old because they're feeling so bad,
one's mother beats her etc... And hardly nobody can get to the real doctor or psychologist, because there's years lines or ain't enough the doctors...
Maybe the life's too easy here when so many people wants to end it. Don't know...
Hope this isn't too long answer... I'm not sure do these things really interest you, so just say then and we can talk about something else.
Hope you're well
See ya
-Aurora-